Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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He left me again. Yes, he rode off with his bike and leaving me here sitting..crying..alone without a care. We tried to talk things out..we really did. But not facing each other. His attention was on the left and mine..right. Maybe the time comes when I really need to accept that we can’t understand each other even though how much we tried. It was beyond description how I felt when he just left without a word. Piercing silently. Yes, it was scary. I just wanted to see him. Nothing less nor more. Probably this is another of those torment caused by misunderstanding which I’ve to go through one more time. Or maybe it’s time for me to let go. Was his heart felt the pinch when he saw the tears? I don’t know. Or probably I’m just living in my own denial. Could be true. I should have made deeper scars, thus oozing more of my pain out from the soul. My mind is blank. Blank as a sheet of paper. Can I just ignore this feeling? It might disappear tomorrow. I may never know. Or should I just bottle up everything inside..like I always do?
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
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I wanna watch Ramone again..He's the funniest and calls Mumble 'JuJu'..haha..sh0o cute..
Lalalalala...
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
:::Happy Feet:::
Not dat happy tho..Aku dah la excited gitu kann nak tgk Happy Feet wif him but in the end, he had a last minute sh0w. Sedih seyy..It's like we've been waiting f0r dis muvee f0r so l0ong. But being me rite..apology accepted.
0h nvm..shall wait f0r nxt week then..
Dang!
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
:::Lacrymosa:::
I learnt a new word today..Lol.. kind of curious wif the evanescence song title..
lacrimatory: causing the eyes to produce tears
I skipped school ytd and didnt come for Enterprise UT. Cld not or rather I was plainly lazy to get my butt off from bed, even thou I had prepared my clothes on the previous nitez.
Went for jln raya wif ite peeps last sat. Neither it was fun nor boring. Maybe "distant" is the word. The rain made it worst. But the time spent wif my sweeties were priceless.
Jln raya wif coral peeps was kecoh and for me..sleepy..lol. Planned was more than 15 ppl but turned up was lesser. But it was alrite tho. As usual, took pixs!! Just managed to upload the both pixs ytd.
Hey my Mr DJ!! I missh him laaaa...
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
:::Almost Suffocated:::
So..here I am updating.. ok miss munie!! lol
Finally managed to meet her and chui rong for lunch today cos we're been busy and stuffs.. Except josephine wasn't there..haiy0..
Today's drama topic was interesting but somehow I wasn't feelin dat satisfied enuf. I dunno y but it felt bare s0mewhere..umm..
And I think I'm starting to suffocate!Choke Choke...
*misshin him*
Posted@|15:44|
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Friday, November 03, 2006
:::Bleeding myself for u again:::
Those sarcastic remarks dat meant as a joke brought me down..really down. Shitz happens all the time huh..When I thot it won't occur ever agn, we realised we're back t0 where we began. Prolly I didn't make myself clear last time, all the time.. It hurts real bad and there's too many scars already in me. Maybe, the prob is me..I jus dun deserve him and no one else either.
And now..once more.. I bleed myself for him.
~ my.dead.soul.lives.for.you ~
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